A Beautiful Sadness

"I love life...Yeah, I'm sad, but at the same time, I'm really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It's like...It makes me feel alive, you know. It makes me feel human. The only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good. So I guess what I'm feeling is like a beautiful sadness" Butter - SouthPark

Pertama kali gue ngebaca quotes itu adalah suatu masa dimana gue merasakan suatu kesedihan yang cukup dalam, suatu kesedihan untuk menggambarkannya saja gue harus menggunakan kalimat "Hilangnya separuh jiwa gue". Ya disaat kritis itulah gue ngedenger quotes tadi, A sadness that makes me feel alive, A sadness that makes me realize that I've been feeling better. A sadness that is so beautiful, makes me feel so calm and good at the same time